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So many times I hear about “soul mates”, “meant for each other”, “destined” and many more words and phrases that is claimed about the “fact” or “realities” that defines one’s love. The sweetest assumption could be that someone is destined to another. Some would also back up their theories or belief by biblical verses and other metaphysical explanations. Some also holds on to such belief or “claim.”
Sadly, I hardly find application of such general belief in my life. My situation of being in love with a person who cannot possibly be mine while being in a relationship with a person I do not truly love does not fall in any of the theories or beliefs about love or destiny. I call my relationship with a guy who loves me so much as a prison. Prison, not because his love is strangling me but because I am returning his love out of pity. I cannot afford to leave him because I don’t want to hurt him. I actually attempted to end it one time but it did not materialize because at the back of my mind, I hear him crying. I know it is a mistake to enter into a relationship out of pity but I just could not stand out my guilt when I hear him cry or see him emotionally hurt in my mind.
Now, my prison has been complicated when I unexpectedly fall for the person having moral ascendancy over me. Every day, I tried to resist my feeling but it persistently grows every time I see him. Having glimpse of him is enough to make my day bright. He is, indeed, the person filling in the sadness in my prison. However, when assessed, such love is making my prison even more complicated. Though he makes me smile, he is also making my heart ache. For almost nine months, I have concealed my feelings and pretended as if I do not feel something special about him at all. I have revealed my secret to some of my friends but I just could not receive support from them. Instead, they call me flirt and advice me to be loyal to my boyfriend. I tried to forget the person; however, I could not really help my heart from beating and my mind from thinking of him. I also planned to tell him about my feelings, but so many factors are hindering me from doing it. I really want to shout out my love for him but I just could not. Aside from being born conservative, I also fear being turned down or embarrassed in front of him. For nine month and counting, I am still suffering the pain of being inlove yet hopeless and being in a relationship yet unhappy. Now, I am haunted by questions of to whom am I destined to or who among them could be my soul mate? At the end of my journey, will my love finally liberate me or will my pity forever imprison me?

Lamps that suits your sense of fashion

A lamp is undeniably an inevitable factor in adding beauty in interior designs. However, lamps should be trendy, fashionable, and appropriate that suits the mood of the room. Hence, in making interior design more profound and in elaborating the beauty more, it is important to consider the use and designs of the lamps.
In making a choice, consider the location where the lamp should be placed. In many stores, there are several kinds of lamps such as table lamps, desk lamps, and floor lamps.Several styles are also offered that will fulfill your send of fashion and style with regard to your source of light. In exploring more about lamps, click here.

HAPPY EARTH DAY

Maybe not everyone knows that at this very day, Earth Day is being celebrated. This, probably, is due to the fact that information about environment is not well disseminated and not of much interest among Filipino people. It is also beyond doubt that only few are interested and advocate in saving the environment from abuses. This can be manifested, too, by the presence of litter around. There are also people who continuously generate as much waste as they can and ignore the simple pro-environment tips posted and advertised everywhere. Aside from that, the government agency responsible for the environment and natural resources is still idle and is lacking of advocacy in saving Mother Earth. (Whoever says otherwise, maybe you are blind).
For this very especial day for Mother Earth, I hope that each of us will learn the importance of this very day. I also hope that those who have known about this day will contribute their own portion in saving the environment. As for me, I have bestowed "BAWAL ANG STYRO" advocacy to my friends. I am happy that they are trying their best to abide and live to our advocacy. In imparting this, I hope that each of us will now create a heart that is concerned about environment.

secure your investment to precious metals

It is noteworthy that this era of financial crisis was predicted late. Though it was anticipated, it did not save investors from their investment. In addition, it was unfortunate that millions of dollars were not prevented from being lost. Brokers also experienced major shrinking of stocks. With this experience, is it not time to divert to other investment like collecting gold and other precious metals?
Having collections of bullions of gold coins is definitely possible. Though the “gold made easy” gold coins can be availed of at an affordable price. Likewise, they also offer help to someone interested in diversifying portfolios on gold and other precious metals. The good thing about having collections of precious metals is the fact that it is not affected by any fluctuation of currency. It can also serve as a financial security because of its worth. Furthermore, it is an investment that is not risk of any financial crisis.