Bakit Pa Ba?

Incidentally, I first heard this song few days after breaking up with panget, when a very talented friend of mine sang it over the mediacom. The lyrics are so damn like a sharp knife that has stricken my heart. The pain that I've created has bounced back to my heart that I've nothing left to do but to shed precious tears.
Every word of the song reminds me of one painful thing that I've done to someone who has no desire in his life but to make me happy.

Here is the lyrics:

nagpapa-alam ka
dahil nasaktan kita
noo'y di makitang mali ako
ngayo'y alam ko na
sayo'y nagkasala
sana muli ako�y mapatawad pa
araw araw kang lumuluha
sa akin ay nagmamakaawa
noo'y di marinig pagsamo mo

CHORUS
bakit pa ba nagawa
na saktan ko ang isang tulad mo
na labis na nagmamahal
di na pansin na walang
katulad ang alay ng pag-ibig mo
sa akin
ako sana ay muli patawarin

kay tagal akong bulag sa katulad mo
gayong wagas yaring pag-ibig mo
iniwan pa kita laging nag-iisa
bakit ba nagawa ito sa'yo
araw-araw kang lumuluha
sa akin ay nagmamakaawa
noo'y di narinig pagsamo mo.

Click this to hear the song.

Forgiveness is what I plea for and hopefully the four long years of relationship will end into friendship. Despite the pain, I still believe that happy times and memories we both treasure are strong enough to create the foundation of long-lasting friendship.